I look in the mirror and see smile lines crinkle around my eyes. My hair is graying, and middle age spread is spreading about my middle. I don’t look much like Jesus. I look like a homeschooling mom hanging on by a thread: rumpled clothes because I had no time to iron, and hair that was brushed hours ago at 7:00 a.m. Looking at my spattered apron, you’d have no idea that Jesus lives in me.
His Word says I’m a temple of His Holy Spirit.
I’m His living letter.
The Jesus in me is the first Jesus my kids see in the morning when I knock on their doors and wake them.
The Jesus in me reaches out to squeeze my husband’s shoulder or give him a kiss.
The Jesus in me prays for a friend who is struggling and listens if she needs to talk.
The Jesus in me smiles at my neighbor and takes a moment to say hi or share good news.
I’m the only Jesus some of my neighbors may ever see. (That scares me!)
That scares me because the Jesus I carry inside sometimes gets tarnished. I snap in irritation rather than speak words of life. I think about my own needs rather than try to understand my friend.
Some days I don’t want to act like Jesus. I’m tired. I’m selfish instead of self-sacrificing. I want to retreat rather than talk with my teenager, listen to my husband, or teach Sunday school. Last Tuesday, I didn’t want to go to our English conversation club. Each week we have an opportunity to be Jesus to students learning English. I didn’t feel like it, but God got a hold of me, so I went (and had a great time).
You too? Ever wonder what kind of Jesus you’re showing to the world?
The good news is we don’t have to be perfect for people to see Jesus in us.
If we’re transparent about our weaknesses, Jesus shines through us more brightly. If we confess our sins, God cleanses us and keeps using us. When we admit our failures and apologize to others, they see we’re just people too. Cracked vessels that let the light of Jesus shine through.
Who can you be Jesus to today?
Who can you smile at? Who can you touch or hug? Who can you call on the phone? Who can you send a text or write a note to? Who can you help? Who can you be a friend to today?
You’re His living letter, the only letter from Jesus that some people may read.
I’m excited today to link up with Suzie Eller’s #LiveFree Thursday. Also linking up with Holly Barrett’s #TestimonyTuesday and Kelly Balarie’s #RaRaLinkup. Check out these communities for more encouragement.
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samanthalandrus says
So true. I’m always thankful that God’s light can shine through my cracked vessel. Thank you.
betsydecruz says
Amen, Samantha!
kaylietess says
This is one of my favorite topics! I just think we all have such a beautiful thing to share if we are willing to expose our vulnerability! Thank you for your words! #livefree
betsydecruz says
Thanks for visiting here today, Kaylie. Let’s #livefree indeed!
blog8628 says
Clicked over from the #livefree link up and so glad I did! Such encouragement here to be real and trust Jesus to do His thing! Thank you!
betsydecruz says
Thanks for coming by, Liz. Blessings
Astrid says
“I’m the only Jesus some of my neighbors may ever see. (That scares me!)” That scares me to. Learning that God is bigger than my performance. #livefree
betsydecruz says
Yes, Astrid! He’s definitely bigger than our performance! 🙂
Michele Morin says
Betsy, this is such a great find at LiveFree Thursday! Great motivation to take a hard and prayerful look at the “me” I bring to my little world every day.
betsydecruz says
Oh yes, Michele. I really want to start with those who sit at the breakfast table with me in the morning. Be Jesus to them. So hard!
Abby says
Oh Betsy, it scares me too. It is only through his power that I can be the person who draws others to Him. I pray others see Him in me today. I love the flow of this post. You say so much but do it succinctly. Beautiful, my friend. Sending hugs you way today.
betsydecruz says
Thanks for your kind words, Abby. I pray along with you that others may see Him in you. I know they do!
Suzie Eller says
Love, love, love this Betsy!
betsydecruz says
Thank you, Suzie. Love you #livefreeThursday community.
Columba Smith says
What an important message! I forget that people are watching. It’s so important to be real and open, and let others see God’s grace giving me strength and enabling me to love. Thanks for another great post! 🙂
betsydecruz says
Oh, I forget it too, Lisa. I’m sure they see God’s grace in you!
pkstew2 says
Such beautiful words today, Betsy: “You’re His living letter, the only letter from Jesus that some people may read.” – Thanks for inspiring me to take actions on being Jesus to someone today.
betsydecruz says
Thank you, Kim. I want to live this out myself today. Sometimes it’s challenging isn’t it? 🙂
Ruthie Gray says
You’re quite right – our transparency will allow Christ to shine brighter. Others need to know that they can live the Christian life too – that Christ accepts one and all, just as we are, faults and all. If they view us as always having it all together, it could be quite a discouragement. We can be real, and show Christ.
By the way, I’ve got that middle aged “spread” too, the mussed hair, the rumpled clothes. Number one grandson is seeing Christ in me daily too – I hope!
betsydecruz says
Yes Ruthie I think being transparent increases our impact for the kingdom! Wow, you take care of number one grandson daily? 🙂
ceilryan says
Hi Betsy! I remember a friend, coming to me so overwhelmed. She was a teacher, and as she entered the halls of the school, she saw so many people. All she could think of was how she was to be Christ to all of them. I understand your feeling overwhelmed with that thought too!
I suppose if we just continue to pray to be used, He will give us all the grace we need to get there. I think your understanding how unequal you are to the task makes you a perfect candidate for Jesus. He loves people like you! Knowing you are broken, you are ready to be a powerful witness. Can’t wait to see what God does with and for you 🙂
Blessings,
Ceil
betsydecruz says
Thank you, Ceil! He never gives up on us. That’s for sure.
Linda@Creekside says
Betsy … this is a gentle reminder this morning … and a much-needed way to start this week.
Thanks for speaking into our souls …
betsydecruz says
May you be blessed this week, Linda, and may others see Jesus in you!
Lisa notes... says
Sometimes I cringe at the thought that I may be the only Jesus people see. What a poor representation I am! But I have to remember that the Lord does extraordinary things, so I need to go forth and represent anyway. Thanks for the encouragement, Betsy!
betsydecruz says
I know how you feel Lisa. Me too. But we keep asking for forgiveness, keep confessing, and keep getting up again to keep on shining our dim reflection of Jesus!
Mary Geisen says
This is exactly what I needed to read this morning. As I struggle to just get out of bed these last few school days of the year and my career, I need to ask myself, who can I be Jesus to today? Thinking that I may be the only Jesus my students see really got me right between the eyes. Thank you for these words and for letting God speak through you to speak directly to me. Hugs!
betsydecruz says
Oh Mary, may God give you ABUNDANT GRACE for the next few days! This is your last chance to shine Jesus at your school!
Kathryn Shirey says
What a beautiful reminder – and one I need to remember! I hate to think of how I must come across at work or when the kids have worn me down – those times when I’m not in my ‘happy place’ – yet we are the face of Jesus every day, even in our frustrations and brokenness.
betsydecruz says
Oh you should see me, Kathryn. Just pitiful sometimes. But God doesn’t give up on me! And my husband and kids keep forgiving me everytime I ask for forgiveness.
Holly Barrett says
It’s such a challenge to remember this every day…especially when I am tempted to respond in the moment. Thanks for helping me remember that someone is always watching and it is my responsibility to represent Jesus well.
betsydecruz says
Believe me, Holly. I’m tempted to “respond in the moment” plenty of times! Remembering this myself helped me when I was under stress last weekend!
Kelly Balarie says
2 Cor. 3:3 What an awesome verse! Loved that. It really speaks to writers too. Thank you for this. I am all of Christ to all the world, sometimes. We have such important roles; you drive this point home Betsy. Thank you. Cheering you on from the #RaRalinkup on Purposeful Faith.
betsydecruz says
Yes, I love that verse too, Kelly! Let’s keep reflecting Him! (As best we can through our cracked mirrors.)
Ellen Chauvin says
What a beautiful scripture Betsy! And such a wonderful reminder that we may be the only Jesus some people see. I look forward to receiving letters in the mail, so thankful that we can be His letters for others.
betsydecruz says
What a lovely analogy, Ellen. I love getting letters in the mail, too!
Carmen Horne @carmenhorne.com says
Oh Betsy thanks for reminding me of the role I play in the lives of the ones God places in my path. Beautiful graphics and beautifully written. <3