I had my first real experience with depression the year I prayed for more joy. In January, I was fired up to pray that 2009 would be the year of joy. I expected a great year, but by March, depression set in.
“Really? Are you kidding me?” I asked God.
I’m usually an upbeat, optimistic person, so I didn’t know how to react. As weeks passed, the cloud of depression only settled more firmly over me. I read every scripture I could think of, but many days I was near tears. James 1:2 said, “Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds,” and I told myself to count it all joy. But who could feel happy about being depressed? I struggled for months with feelings of hopelessness.
Although I probably needed a counselor, I never saw one. However, I had a supportive husband and a few close friends who listened to me. Ironically, my depression lasted 5 months during what was supposed to be my “year of joy.” Today I realize I learned more about joy that year than ever before or since…
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